1/1/2009
This new year wasn’t a good one coz it was raining the whole day. Sigh…We were planning to go out with JY’s friend…End up, JY & I have to stay at home again. Did some housework and now feels that the house is much tidy. Listening to Shi Xin Hui’s album now. I quite like this new album of hers. I was indeed surprised that most of the songs are written by her. So cool.
5 Sep 2008
I tried to face the fact that I have to be strong. I start to wonder what my best guy friend had told me. He told me to learn to live for myself and not for anyone else in the world. Not even my husband. It’s easy said than done. Everytime somthing bad terrible happened, I w’d wonder what’s wrong with myself 1st. I always have very high expactation about myself. So much so, I felt so tired that I wish that 1 day I c’d just not be so nice, I c’d just ignore whatever the rest expect from me and walk away.
Maybe, I should chose to be like my sisters. They are not very close with my parents and yet they get their way. As for me, I just feel that I have to be filial to them coz they brought me up.
Is it the strong sense of responsibility that I can’t throw off my shoulder? I don’t know. What I know is, I’m really sick of myself and hope that 1 day I could be like SD who choice to show the other side of him. We learnt to accept who he is and we are still very close friend.
And I know, is only a matter of who I want to be and what I choice to be. The thing is, I wouldn’t dare to risk coz I know that’s not gd either. I have choice who I want to be and yet I’m not happy with who I am today?
27 Jan 08
Nothing much this week. I just came back from a 2nd gathering. Quite tired though. However, I’m glad that I manage to meet some ex-students’ councilliors. I also managed to catch a nice Korean movie with my girlfriends. 1 thing I don’t like about gathering is the organising part. It’s hard to fix a venue, time and date. Most imptly, is hard to get hold of everyone.
Now, I am going to take a rest ‘coz I’m going to spring-clean my house for CNY with JY Ng. Sigh. As for the gathering, I think I will check my schedule, 1st. Haha.
The Story of My Husband & I
I wanted to write this long ago. My close friends will start grumbling…huh…the story…not again…Ok….Here we go:-
I knew my husband way back in 1997 when I was only 15 turn 16. I went to buy ‘Teenage’ magazine and saw his name on the penpal column. I choice to write to him coz he had the shortest introduction and I wanted someone to remember my birthday. We both didn’t expert each other to return mails. I was 1 of the lucky ones. [coz if u know my husband well, u know, he has the habit of not reading his mail].
1 fine day, I asked him to exchange our photo and meet up. He did ask me to be his gf then. I thought it was fun and agreed. Maybe the time wasn’t right. Our ‘puppy’ love didn’t last for more than a week before I initate the breakoff. Not only that, I made a promise with him to meet up with him 5 yrs later and shall renew our relationship if we don’t have bf/gf ?! Surprisingly, we didn’t meet each other again throughout the 5 yrs. However, we do keep each other updated of our life through call,mails and etc.
5 yrs later on my birthday, my husband called me. I was in the midst of my installation for the President of SC. I invited him to my school to view my invistitute. Too bad, he wasn’t able to make it. We didn’t meet then.
Perhaps, I was busy with playing a gd role of a President, I didn’t feel sad then. Is only a yr later then we met up and the relationship was then build on.
His proposal was a rather cute one though. I told him that I like my guy to use a glass apple to propose to me. He went around to find it after his accident in Aug 2003. We only managed to find it together at 1 of the stall that sell crystal and glass models at Bugis. At the moment, I didn’t know that he was going to propose to me, so I got myself a very small and cute one. When I was taking out looking at it , he proposed to me. Although there wasn’t anyone around when he did his proposal, I’m happy and touched coz I never thought that he would do such romatic stuff.
We bought our new flat in Jurong in May 2005 and registered for our marriage in Dec 2005.
I really admire my husband’s perservance and patience. I didn’t expect someone to treat me so well..so touched.
I hope to share my story with you coz a lot of pple kp asking why they never c my husband’s face in my sch/work gp pic..Thanks for sharing our blessing.